1 00:02:29,730 --> 00:02:35,890 There was a boy, a very strange 2 00:02:35,890 --> 00:02:37,310 enchanted boy. 3 00:02:39,560 --> 00:02:46,520 they say he wandered very far very far over land 4 00:02:46,520 --> 00:02:53,440 and sea a little shy 5 00:02:53,440 --> 00:02:58,820 and sad at eye 6 00:02:58,820 --> 00:03:03,760 but very wise 7 00:03:12,640 --> 00:03:14,000 Dad? Dad? 8 00:03:15,920 --> 00:03:16,920 Dad? 9 00:03:17,700 --> 00:03:18,700 Come on, wake up. 10 00:03:20,420 --> 00:03:21,760 Fuck your music. 11 00:03:23,700 --> 00:03:24,700 Dad? 12 00:03:30,780 --> 00:03:31,780 Dad? 13 00:03:32,340 --> 00:03:35,860 Dad, someone on the phone for you. I don't do phone calls. 14 00:03:38,340 --> 00:03:42,100 Look. You should take this one. Your friend Charlie died. 15 00:03:42,580 --> 00:03:43,620 Come on, get up. 16 00:03:44,600 --> 00:03:45,600 Who? 17 00:03:46,520 --> 00:03:50,580 Charlie. Your best friend from when you had friends. Charlie. 18 00:04:08,170 --> 00:04:09,330 I had a terrible dream. 19 00:04:11,770 --> 00:04:13,070 I was dying. 20 00:04:16,750 --> 00:04:21,269 And then I woke up and you were there. Right, well, he's dead and his wife's on 21 00:04:21,269 --> 00:04:22,270 the phone. 22 00:05:40,950 --> 00:05:45,710 There must have been some warning. There must have been something you missed. 23 00:05:51,599 --> 00:05:52,599 Incredible. What? 24 00:05:53,300 --> 00:05:56,400 Why do you say that? It's just, I'm dying. 25 00:05:57,000 --> 00:05:58,000 Really? 26 00:05:58,280 --> 00:05:59,460 I'm so sorry. 27 00:05:59,820 --> 00:06:01,360 How come? Is it cancer? 28 00:06:01,580 --> 00:06:02,600 No, of course not. 29 00:06:02,860 --> 00:06:03,860 My goodness. 30 00:06:05,240 --> 00:06:09,580 Well, what is it? What did the doctor say then? I haven't involved doctors. 31 00:06:09,760 --> 00:06:11,120 Why the fuck would I do that? 32 00:06:25,420 --> 00:06:30,140 to do the eulogy. You know you have such a way with words. Yeah, that's a pretty 33 00:06:30,140 --> 00:06:34,160 widely acknowledged fact, Lucy, but you may have noticed I haven't written 34 00:06:34,160 --> 00:06:37,500 anything or left the house in 20 years. 35 00:06:38,040 --> 00:06:40,520 Please, Andrew, do it for him. 36 00:06:40,840 --> 00:06:43,780 Come on, Andrew, please. You know how I feel. 37 00:06:45,440 --> 00:06:46,440 Give me. 38 00:06:50,000 --> 00:06:51,000 Dad, 39 00:06:51,420 --> 00:06:54,260 don't disappoint me. 40 00:06:54,840 --> 00:06:57,080 She was really upset, Dad. Come on. 41 00:06:57,360 --> 00:07:01,140 Look, I know you don't care about friends or anything anymore, but you 42 00:07:01,140 --> 00:07:03,120 should... You should do this. 43 00:07:04,180 --> 00:07:05,180 Right? 44 00:09:19,630 --> 00:09:22,170 Yeah. Yeah, of course. No, I understand. 45 00:09:22,490 --> 00:09:23,930 But I've got him now. 46 00:09:24,210 --> 00:09:26,630 All right. See you soon. Come on. We're late. 47 00:09:34,970 --> 00:09:35,970 No. 48 00:09:37,950 --> 00:09:38,950 Dad. 49 00:09:39,290 --> 00:09:40,290 Andy. 50 00:09:40,730 --> 00:09:42,250 Dad, we're late. 51 00:09:46,090 --> 00:09:47,090 Come on. 52 00:09:48,150 --> 00:09:50,390 This is a terrible idea. 53 00:09:50,650 --> 00:09:51,690 I know. I swear. 54 00:09:52,070 --> 00:09:55,990 I need you to get in the car, okay? No, it's... Oh. 55 00:09:59,590 --> 00:10:02,530 No, Andy, Andy, Andy, Andy, Andy. It's insane. 56 00:10:03,070 --> 00:10:04,070 It's insane. 57 00:10:04,670 --> 00:10:05,569 I'm staring. 58 00:10:05,570 --> 00:10:10,430 Please, just come. Sit down. Sit down. 59 00:10:15,950 --> 00:10:22,650 by your precious dead and buried, and by the coming of the Holy Spirit. 60 00:10:25,810 --> 00:10:26,810 Amen. 61 00:10:30,850 --> 00:10:37,030 And now, Andrew Tyler will be giving the eulogy. 62 00:11:00,080 --> 00:11:01,540 Can everybody hear me? 63 00:11:03,000 --> 00:11:05,620 Hello. Ah, there you can hear me. 64 00:11:06,000 --> 00:11:07,160 Now you can talk. 65 00:11:07,900 --> 00:11:08,900 Hello, everybody. 66 00:11:09,520 --> 00:11:10,520 Hello, Andy. 67 00:11:14,740 --> 00:11:15,740 Charlie. 68 00:11:20,360 --> 00:11:22,780 What are we in this world without our friends? 69 00:11:24,020 --> 00:11:26,100 And with a friend like Charlie. 70 00:11:27,360 --> 00:11:30,580 Charlie Aldrich, I was never without at home. 71 00:11:30,820 --> 00:11:37,640 Well, I mean, you know, I mean, decades ago, when I, you know, when I 72 00:11:37,640 --> 00:11:44,260 still... When I still talked to people, that's when 73 00:11:44,260 --> 00:11:47,100 I could count on Charlie. 74 00:11:47,680 --> 00:11:51,140 But he was always a nice man to me, and Andy. 75 00:11:52,180 --> 00:11:53,180 Andy! 76 00:11:53,600 --> 00:11:55,640 Andy! Where's Andy? 77 00:11:55,860 --> 00:11:56,860 Andy! 78 00:11:57,260 --> 00:11:58,720 Andy! Andy! 79 00:11:58,980 --> 00:12:01,860 Andy! Andy! 80 00:12:02,300 --> 00:12:03,300 Andy! 81 00:12:05,280 --> 00:12:06,600 Andy! 82 00:12:43,160 --> 00:12:45,960 Good? Good? 83 00:12:47,760 --> 00:12:49,160 Good! 84 00:12:52,480 --> 00:12:53,880 Good! 85 00:12:56,640 --> 00:13:01,540 I can't... I can't find my uniform. 86 00:13:35,770 --> 00:13:40,430 today we are diving into one of the most important concepts in all of physics 87 00:13:40,430 --> 00:13:43,670 newton's laws of motion now 88 00:14:14,120 --> 00:14:19,720 Sorry, um, I was just wondering if you were as easy to talk to as he is? 89 00:14:20,120 --> 00:14:22,720 Am I as easy to talk to as who? 90 00:14:23,100 --> 00:14:24,100 Your father. 91 00:14:25,080 --> 00:14:26,220 My father? 92 00:14:27,460 --> 00:14:29,940 So when did you meet my father? 93 00:14:30,240 --> 00:14:31,260 We've never met. 94 00:14:32,020 --> 00:14:33,020 We email. 95 00:14:33,200 --> 00:14:34,420 You email? 96 00:14:35,640 --> 00:14:36,940 You email? Yeah. 97 00:15:07,120 --> 00:15:08,120 You email? 98 00:15:08,800 --> 00:15:11,100 You don't even know how to turn a computer on. 99 00:15:11,500 --> 00:15:12,900 No, you don't email. 100 00:15:13,200 --> 00:15:16,220 Best your utterly confused son, Andy. 101 00:15:58,930 --> 00:15:59,930 Yeah, 102 00:16:04,650 --> 00:16:05,650 yeah, yeah. 103 00:16:06,310 --> 00:16:07,430 Yeah, yeah, yeah. 104 00:16:09,630 --> 00:16:10,630 Call me call say. 105 00:16:52,330 --> 00:16:53,330 Can't see you. 106 00:16:54,250 --> 00:16:55,250 Please. 107 00:17:06,770 --> 00:17:07,890 Hello, dear child. 108 00:17:08,490 --> 00:17:11,490 It's been so long since I've been face to face with fans. 109 00:17:11,829 --> 00:17:15,050 They compliment you and you want to strangle them with their tongues. 110 00:17:15,990 --> 00:17:17,109 Anyway, how's school? 111 00:17:19,650 --> 00:17:21,569 You have your fans here, too. 112 00:17:25,130 --> 00:17:28,750 People come up and ask me about you, and I don't know what to say. 113 00:17:30,070 --> 00:17:32,130 I think they must think I'm brain damaged. 114 00:17:34,430 --> 00:17:36,930 And I feel like a loser. 115 00:17:37,790 --> 00:17:40,490 Like I'm so insecure I need a hit of your fame. 116 00:17:41,850 --> 00:17:45,050 Even worse, everyone assumes I must be a genius like you. 117 00:17:50,250 --> 00:17:51,930 I'm glad you have email now. 118 00:17:53,040 --> 00:17:55,940 It's hard for us to talk this way in person for some reason. 119 00:17:57,260 --> 00:17:59,180 Have you heard of instant messaging? 120 00:17:59,620 --> 00:18:01,520 My god, do you text? 121 00:18:01,880 --> 00:18:03,380 DM? Facebook? 122 00:18:03,680 --> 00:18:04,680 Do you tweet? 123 00:18:05,460 --> 00:18:06,460 Andy. 124 00:18:13,140 --> 00:18:13,660 I 125 00:18:13,660 --> 00:18:20,820 need 126 00:18:20,820 --> 00:18:21,820 to stop this. 127 00:18:22,170 --> 00:18:23,290 I am not your father. 128 00:18:23,570 --> 00:18:26,970 My name is Genie Spokes and I work with your father's agent. 129 00:18:27,350 --> 00:18:31,090 Sometimes I respond to emails to see if I can master his voice. 130 00:18:31,330 --> 00:18:33,650 I am so sorry. Forever ashamed. 131 00:18:34,170 --> 00:18:35,170 Genie Spokes. 132 00:20:25,350 --> 00:20:27,110 She swept good. 133 00:20:28,230 --> 00:20:29,470 Are you writing? 134 00:20:32,050 --> 00:20:34,070 Yeah. Really? 135 00:20:34,470 --> 00:20:35,470 That's great. 136 00:20:56,430 --> 00:20:57,389 How am I dying? 137 00:20:57,390 --> 00:20:58,390 Good. 138 00:21:00,170 --> 00:21:01,650 Perhaps you just aren't good. 139 00:21:04,290 --> 00:21:07,190 This time is different. 140 00:21:11,750 --> 00:21:13,950 I want my boys here. 141 00:21:14,850 --> 00:21:15,890 Both of them. 142 00:21:27,110 --> 00:21:28,110 I should eat something. 143 00:21:43,250 --> 00:21:44,810 I want my boys. 144 00:21:49,690 --> 00:21:52,970 I read an article about your dad years ago. 145 00:21:53,310 --> 00:21:54,810 Are you the one with the... 146 00:21:55,230 --> 00:21:59,970 The crazy drug problem? Yeah. I mean, five years sober now, so... 147 00:21:59,970 --> 00:22:06,650 So, he is 200% 148 00:22:06,650 --> 00:22:08,590 behind your script. 149 00:22:08,950 --> 00:22:12,670 Seriously? Shit. Oh, my God. Richard, Richard, we're talking Ryan Hark. 150 00:22:13,550 --> 00:22:14,750 You understand what that means? 151 00:22:15,130 --> 00:22:16,810 Yeah. Oh, my God. 152 00:22:17,210 --> 00:22:18,790 That's awesome. 153 00:22:19,330 --> 00:22:20,490 You originally from the UK? 154 00:22:20,750 --> 00:22:21,750 Mm-hmm. 155 00:22:21,970 --> 00:22:24,350 He's gonna be there soon. Like, next week. 156 00:22:24,830 --> 00:22:25,870 You ever go back there? 157 00:22:26,170 --> 00:22:29,530 Never. Like, literally, never. 158 00:22:31,110 --> 00:22:35,770 So, script needs work, but we want to make this film. 159 00:22:38,130 --> 00:22:39,130 Wow. 160 00:22:39,970 --> 00:22:44,410 Yeah, so A.N. Dyer, your father, he's a fucking genius. 161 00:22:46,150 --> 00:22:51,190 Yeah, I mean, that must have been totally awesome to have him as a dad, as 162 00:22:51,190 --> 00:22:54,070 a writer, to have him read all your stuff and help you. 163 00:22:54,460 --> 00:23:01,240 Find your voice and... Actually, he only ever read my diary, but... Bullshit! He 164 00:23:01,240 --> 00:23:04,660 just wanted to fucking talk to me to get to Dad. 165 00:23:04,920 --> 00:23:05,839 That's awful. 166 00:23:05,840 --> 00:23:08,320 I don't know. He's just... I don't even know if he's read the script. 167 00:23:08,940 --> 00:23:09,980 Anyway, I'm coming home. 168 00:23:10,300 --> 00:23:11,300 Oh, hey, sweetie. 169 00:23:11,580 --> 00:23:14,120 How are you? I'm coming back now. Love you. Bye. 170 00:23:15,640 --> 00:23:16,880 Fucking bullshit. 171 00:24:04,260 --> 00:24:11,120 Yeah, you and she were very brave to 172 00:24:11,120 --> 00:24:12,120 do this. 173 00:24:12,440 --> 00:24:13,440 I know. 174 00:24:14,260 --> 00:24:15,940 But this is a way to keep her with me. 175 00:24:20,660 --> 00:24:27,200 This is good. 176 00:24:31,980 --> 00:24:33,100 Mum, Dad called. 177 00:24:33,380 --> 00:24:34,380 Oh, I don't want to know. 178 00:24:35,560 --> 00:24:36,860 He said Richard's coming. 179 00:24:37,160 --> 00:24:38,160 Oh. 180 00:24:39,360 --> 00:24:40,360 Let's see. 181 00:24:41,160 --> 00:24:43,540 I guess we will. 182 00:24:49,440 --> 00:24:51,960 Can you just be better friends with your dad? 183 00:24:52,160 --> 00:24:58,240 I feel like life might improve a little if you could just get over yourself, 184 00:24:58,440 --> 00:25:03,530 maybe. I mean, he flew us first class. Like, I could get used to that. 185 00:25:04,130 --> 00:25:05,210 Please don't. 186 00:25:07,350 --> 00:25:12,490 Alright. Well, you're about to sell your scripts, though, right? So maybe we 187 00:25:12,490 --> 00:25:14,950 don't need all his luxurious gifts anyway. 188 00:25:16,270 --> 00:25:17,270 Oddly a gift. 189 00:25:17,430 --> 00:25:18,830 He summoned us. 190 00:25:20,490 --> 00:25:21,970 I'm psyched to finally meet him. 191 00:25:24,670 --> 00:25:27,110 I should have read his books before he came. Which one should I read again? 192 00:25:28,030 --> 00:25:29,030 Saturn salute. 193 00:25:31,890 --> 00:25:33,630 Hey listen, thank you for coming. 194 00:25:35,330 --> 00:25:39,670 That's okay. Really, I haven't been here for 20 years. I didn't think I'd ever 195 00:25:39,670 --> 00:25:42,510 come back, so... Thank you. 196 00:25:44,730 --> 00:25:45,730 Okay. 197 00:25:53,750 --> 00:25:54,750 Thanks, mate. 198 00:25:55,660 --> 00:25:56,259 You're welcome. 199 00:25:56,260 --> 00:25:58,020 Have a good day. Welcome, guys. 200 00:25:59,840 --> 00:26:00,840 You came. 201 00:26:01,960 --> 00:26:02,960 Jamie. 202 00:26:03,220 --> 00:26:04,220 What's with the camera? 203 00:26:05,380 --> 00:26:06,380 Exploring a new medium. 204 00:26:08,800 --> 00:26:10,960 Well, hi then. 205 00:26:13,120 --> 00:26:15,500 You must be Emmett. 206 00:26:15,760 --> 00:26:16,760 I must be. 207 00:26:18,660 --> 00:26:19,660 Should we head in? 208 00:26:19,780 --> 00:26:20,780 Let's do it. 209 00:26:22,360 --> 00:26:24,100 Did he tell you the same thing as me? 210 00:26:24,750 --> 00:26:25,750 I'm dying. 211 00:26:26,410 --> 00:26:27,410 Yeah. 212 00:26:28,410 --> 00:26:30,730 Hi. Hi, I'm Gerd. 213 00:26:31,830 --> 00:26:33,130 Hi. Hi, Gerd. 214 00:26:33,430 --> 00:26:35,390 I'm the housekeeper, I guess. 215 00:26:38,190 --> 00:26:40,070 You look good. All of you. 216 00:26:40,290 --> 00:26:41,290 Thank you. 217 00:26:42,030 --> 00:26:46,010 Welcome, and please, please come inside. 218 00:26:48,330 --> 00:26:49,330 Thank you. 219 00:26:50,390 --> 00:26:51,390 Gerd. 220 00:26:53,170 --> 00:26:54,170 Hi. Welcome. 221 00:27:10,440 --> 00:27:15,720 It's a really big thing for Andy to finally be with both of you three. 222 00:27:17,960 --> 00:27:21,120 I prepared many things. 223 00:27:22,980 --> 00:27:26,700 Probably the last time my father almost smiled. 224 00:28:01,200 --> 00:28:03,180 Let me just... Hello. 225 00:28:09,260 --> 00:28:10,420 Stranger brothers. 226 00:28:11,820 --> 00:28:13,980 He won't hear you even if you want. 227 00:28:17,900 --> 00:28:19,900 Do we... 228 00:28:40,430 --> 00:28:42,510 Do you want a drink or something? 229 00:28:42,990 --> 00:28:43,990 Sure, yeah. 230 00:28:47,710 --> 00:28:49,290 Tea? Coffee? 231 00:28:50,050 --> 00:28:51,070 Beer? Coffee. 232 00:28:51,570 --> 00:28:53,030 Same. Yes, thank you. 233 00:28:53,850 --> 00:29:00,770 Your father doesn't usually come out of his studies, so if he refuses 234 00:29:00,770 --> 00:29:02,510 to see you, just don't take it personally. 235 00:29:02,910 --> 00:29:05,930 I probably will, actually. I've come a really fucking long way. 236 00:29:06,530 --> 00:29:07,950 For fuck's sake. 237 00:29:08,790 --> 00:29:09,790 Thank you. 238 00:29:10,110 --> 00:29:11,290 Jeez. Oh, thank you. 239 00:29:12,730 --> 00:29:14,850 Hey, Andy, this is Emmett, your nephew. 240 00:29:16,090 --> 00:29:17,510 Nice. Nephew. 241 00:29:17,990 --> 00:29:19,030 Good to meet you. Wow. 242 00:29:19,310 --> 00:29:20,950 How are you? I'm good, yeah. 243 00:29:21,170 --> 00:29:22,270 Good. Hey, Andy. 244 00:29:23,230 --> 00:29:24,390 How is the old goat? 245 00:29:24,770 --> 00:29:26,130 Well, he's crazy. 246 00:29:26,450 --> 00:29:27,730 And he's getting crazier. 247 00:29:29,270 --> 00:29:31,730 Mostly, he sleeps and eats in his study. 248 00:29:32,630 --> 00:29:33,630 That's nothing new. 249 00:29:33,830 --> 00:29:35,950 He once got me snooping around in there. 250 00:29:36,520 --> 00:29:40,780 I couldn't find my diary, and I went in to ask him if he'd seen it, and it 251 00:29:40,780 --> 00:29:45,220 wasn't there, so I just got sucked into this deeply personal world that he'd 252 00:29:45,220 --> 00:29:48,480 never let anyone in on. He'd never share with me. 253 00:29:48,740 --> 00:29:55,400 He'd never... Nephew, do you want a 254 00:29:55,400 --> 00:29:56,600 tour of the place? 255 00:29:57,020 --> 00:30:01,200 I do. I think I'm going to say hi to Grandpa. Okay. Well, then I'll take a 256 00:30:01,200 --> 00:30:03,380 shower, and then I'll see you in a bit. Okay. Right. 257 00:30:15,790 --> 00:30:16,790 Jamie, 258 00:30:18,810 --> 00:30:25,050 I assume this is your work. 259 00:30:25,530 --> 00:30:26,530 Part of it. 260 00:30:27,030 --> 00:30:31,830 Yeah, and I heard you were trying to carve out a career documenting people's 261 00:30:31,830 --> 00:30:34,490 suffering. I hope I don't disappoint. 262 00:30:35,170 --> 00:30:36,610 For once, you may not. 263 00:30:36,810 --> 00:30:37,810 What kind? 264 00:30:37,870 --> 00:30:39,670 Has everyone met Gert? 265 00:30:40,350 --> 00:30:43,510 She's a much more important person than this costume. 266 00:30:44,140 --> 00:30:46,840 suggest put on normal clothes, please. 267 00:30:47,320 --> 00:30:48,320 Okay. 268 00:30:48,640 --> 00:30:54,300 No. Dad, this is, um... This is my son. 269 00:30:54,620 --> 00:30:56,860 Oh. Forgive my appearance. 270 00:30:57,160 --> 00:30:58,640 Forgive my reality. 271 00:30:59,360 --> 00:31:02,740 Glad to meet you, and thank you for coming, and hope you enjoy the show. 272 00:31:03,100 --> 00:31:04,460 I love your house. 273 00:31:04,660 --> 00:31:05,800 It's so cool. 274 00:31:06,240 --> 00:31:07,500 Oh, thank you. 275 00:31:08,620 --> 00:31:13,060 Um... I wonder, could you do your grandfather a tremendous... 276 00:31:13,520 --> 00:31:20,400 favor and go through that door and around the corner where 277 00:31:20,400 --> 00:31:26,540 there's a bar, well, really just a bottle of scotch, and pour me a drink 278 00:31:26,540 --> 00:31:30,140 into one of those stubby little glasses. 279 00:31:30,500 --> 00:31:32,000 Yeah, yeah, of course. 280 00:31:34,840 --> 00:31:38,080 Dad, he's only 16. 281 00:31:38,540 --> 00:31:41,260 It's not a particularly difficult drink to me. 282 00:31:41,720 --> 00:31:42,720 Are you already drunk? 283 00:31:42,960 --> 00:31:44,240 Not already. 284 00:31:44,980 --> 00:31:49,760 I'm just thrilled to have family back after too long a time. I'm a little 285 00:31:49,760 --> 00:31:54,960 nervous and I thought a drink might settle me down. 286 00:31:55,240 --> 00:32:00,240 And actually, Richard, I am also old enough to be drunk at any hour. 287 00:32:01,500 --> 00:32:02,760 Here you go. 288 00:32:06,700 --> 00:32:09,320 My compliments. 289 00:32:10,800 --> 00:32:15,180 The ratio of scotch to air is flawless. 290 00:32:18,500 --> 00:32:23,880 Thank you. 291 00:32:24,260 --> 00:32:26,720 I could get used to having grandchildren, right? 292 00:32:27,360 --> 00:32:30,220 Boy, there's a syringe in the desk drawer. 293 00:32:30,440 --> 00:32:31,480 For fuck's sake. 294 00:32:33,140 --> 00:32:34,220 I'm kidding! 295 00:32:34,580 --> 00:32:36,040 I'm kidding! Richard! 296 00:32:36,340 --> 00:32:37,340 God! 297 00:32:38,240 --> 00:32:41,160 Nothing is humorless as an alcoholic who isn't drinking. 298 00:32:41,800 --> 00:32:43,920 Except maybe an alcoholic is still it. 299 00:32:44,840 --> 00:32:45,840 Ah. 300 00:32:48,000 --> 00:32:49,900 Yeah, we are all agreed. 301 00:32:52,700 --> 00:32:53,980 I should shut up. 302 00:32:56,440 --> 00:32:57,920 Let's meet in the study. 303 00:33:08,330 --> 00:33:09,530 Okay, okay, okay. 304 00:33:38,540 --> 00:33:41,860 When do you think was the last time someone was in here? Looks like no one's 305 00:33:41,860 --> 00:33:42,860 been here since you left. 306 00:33:58,740 --> 00:34:00,260 I took almost everything with me. 307 00:34:05,240 --> 00:34:06,840 I am incredibly... 308 00:34:07,399 --> 00:34:08,399 Jealous of your room. 309 00:34:08,540 --> 00:34:09,540 Jealous? Yeah. 310 00:34:09,880 --> 00:34:14,659 Why? I want your room so bad. No, you don't. This is my dad's old room. It's 311 00:34:14,659 --> 00:34:15,659 old. 312 00:34:15,840 --> 00:34:17,520 Everything's old, as you can tell. 313 00:34:17,739 --> 00:34:18,980 This is your dad's old room? 314 00:34:19,260 --> 00:34:24,000 Yeah, and the clothes, too. I mean, I have nothing nice of my own. My father 315 00:34:24,000 --> 00:34:25,560 likes to keep all his money to himself. 316 00:34:25,760 --> 00:34:28,400 This is nice. This is good. This is, like, vintage. 317 00:35:14,890 --> 00:35:21,070 I've been thinking a lot recently about what it 318 00:35:21,070 --> 00:35:24,770 is that we leave behind. 319 00:35:25,170 --> 00:35:26,610 It is your manuscript. 320 00:35:26,970 --> 00:35:27,970 Correct. 321 00:35:29,450 --> 00:35:34,530 As it happens, I've been asked by a certain library if I would consider 322 00:35:34,530 --> 00:35:35,530 selling it. 323 00:35:35,610 --> 00:35:36,610 How much? 324 00:35:37,290 --> 00:35:43,030 Any proceeds from the sale, however grand or meager, would not be finding 325 00:35:43,030 --> 00:35:43,928 their way. 326 00:35:43,930 --> 00:35:45,470 to either of you in any hurry. 327 00:35:45,710 --> 00:35:51,030 Which brings us neatly to why you're both here. 328 00:35:52,590 --> 00:35:59,270 You should know that my goal as a father 329 00:35:59,270 --> 00:36:03,630 was to do no harm. 330 00:36:07,150 --> 00:36:10,010 I mean, look where that got me. 331 00:36:11,080 --> 00:36:13,440 You could sue for malpractice. 332 00:36:14,900 --> 00:36:20,920 But I am honestly trying to do better with Andy, and I'm trying to say the 333 00:36:20,920 --> 00:36:25,880 things that I should have said to the two of you, but I think it makes things 334 00:36:25,880 --> 00:36:26,880 worse. 335 00:36:27,460 --> 00:36:33,620 I think I did you a tremendous favour by being so absent. 336 00:36:34,260 --> 00:36:35,620 I was isolated. 337 00:36:36,740 --> 00:36:38,680 I wasn't able to be real. 338 00:36:39,430 --> 00:36:45,930 Personally, my own father, my life as a writer was a charade. That is to say, 339 00:36:46,090 --> 00:36:50,750 a charade as in a parody of living. 340 00:36:52,250 --> 00:36:56,030 It made me miserable is what I mean. 341 00:36:56,250 --> 00:37:00,010 And you blame that on the writing? It didn't fucking help. 342 00:37:00,430 --> 00:37:02,830 So if you had been a banker, you would have been a great dad. 343 00:37:03,170 --> 00:37:05,910 Just like those great banker dads out there. 344 00:37:06,270 --> 00:37:07,750 Dads, look, I mean... 345 00:37:08,460 --> 00:37:13,000 Whatever your experience, people love your books. I mean, they really, really 346 00:37:13,000 --> 00:37:18,820 love them. Yeah, and I really, really hate them for that. The point of this 347 00:37:18,820 --> 00:37:24,380 conversation is Andy, because right now I'm his only family, and I can't stomach 348 00:37:24,380 --> 00:37:26,320 the idea of him being alone. 349 00:37:27,360 --> 00:37:31,320 But first I have to explain a few things. 350 00:37:32,140 --> 00:37:37,480 I know you're familiar with the story of Andy's... 351 00:37:39,630 --> 00:37:43,010 Conception. Oh, you mean the one about you having an affair and destroying 352 00:37:43,010 --> 00:37:46,330 mum's life and taking the baby in afterwards and that baby being Andy? 353 00:37:46,690 --> 00:37:49,030 Yeah, I think I remember that one. 354 00:37:49,730 --> 00:37:52,030 I'm pretty sure that story broke mum's heart. 355 00:37:52,330 --> 00:37:58,010 I didn't anticipate our lives together splitting sideways when Andy appeared. 356 00:37:59,710 --> 00:38:05,390 Really? I'd always imagined we'd end up raising him together. 357 00:38:11,080 --> 00:38:13,940 You actually imagined that? What the fuck? 358 00:38:14,460 --> 00:38:19,840 After you had an affair and a fucking baby with another woman. 359 00:38:20,800 --> 00:38:24,340 You thought that would just all be okay. 360 00:38:26,140 --> 00:38:30,760 All of which, all of which is true. 361 00:38:34,200 --> 00:38:38,140 Except the story itself. 362 00:38:39,920 --> 00:38:45,060 The real story began 20 years ago. 363 00:38:46,000 --> 00:38:47,560 What do you mean, real? 364 00:38:49,280 --> 00:38:56,240 20 years ago, I was feeling like a failure, while being reminded 365 00:38:56,240 --> 00:38:57,840 of what a success I was. 366 00:39:00,640 --> 00:39:06,520 That can really wear you... 367 00:39:09,320 --> 00:39:14,680 And thinking of the two of you just reminded me of my father's failures. I 368 00:39:14,680 --> 00:39:15,720 wasn't living. 369 00:39:19,780 --> 00:39:26,620 And it was about this time that I was contacted by a 370 00:39:26,620 --> 00:39:33,460 group of Swedes, or rather one Swede in particular, a man by the name of 371 00:39:33,460 --> 00:39:38,200 Nord Bellaf, a palingeneticist. 372 00:39:40,170 --> 00:39:41,170 Excuse me? 373 00:39:42,330 --> 00:39:48,970 A palingeneticist, Jamie. A word which I had, until that moment, been unfamiliar 374 00:39:48,970 --> 00:39:49,970 with myself. 375 00:39:50,370 --> 00:39:54,710 Dad, I'm not... I'm not sure that's a real word. How are you spelling this 376 00:39:54,710 --> 00:39:55,488 word, Dad? 377 00:39:55,490 --> 00:39:57,030 P. P. 378 00:39:57,250 --> 00:39:59,110 A. A. L. 379 00:39:59,590 --> 00:40:00,590 L. 380 00:40:01,370 --> 00:40:05,670 Ingeneticist. I'll save you the time. The palingeneticists were funded and 381 00:40:05,670 --> 00:40:07,570 founded by Alfred Nobel. 382 00:40:09,440 --> 00:40:14,340 He, very public. They, very private. 383 00:40:15,240 --> 00:40:22,040 And towards the end of his life, Alfred started to regret 384 00:40:22,040 --> 00:40:25,840 that he would leave this world without a proper heir. 385 00:40:26,980 --> 00:40:30,120 And he turned to science to help him. 386 00:40:30,460 --> 00:40:33,060 DNA, a laboratory. 387 00:40:34,960 --> 00:40:37,000 It took 80 years. 388 00:40:38,800 --> 00:40:42,600 before the seed bore fruit. 389 00:40:45,620 --> 00:40:52,000 Soon afterwards, a committee was formed to identify 390 00:40:52,000 --> 00:40:55,980 significant candidates. 391 00:41:02,820 --> 00:41:05,060 I see your faces, boys. 392 00:41:05,260 --> 00:41:07,960 I'm sure mine must have looked much the same. 393 00:41:09,640 --> 00:41:14,680 If I hadn't have been so vulnerable, I never would have believed something so 394 00:41:14,680 --> 00:41:16,600 absurd. It was pure science fiction. 395 00:41:16,940 --> 00:41:18,980 How can anyone believe such gothic nonsense? 396 00:41:21,220 --> 00:41:24,560 My initial response was, don't be insane. 397 00:41:25,760 --> 00:41:32,160 But they explained that they had already successfully worked with a few 398 00:41:32,160 --> 00:41:35,960 individuals who had been selected. 399 00:41:36,780 --> 00:41:41,760 due to their superior intelligence and societal value. 400 00:41:42,120 --> 00:41:44,320 Well, you can imagine. 401 00:41:44,560 --> 00:41:47,600 My ego kicked in. 402 00:41:48,320 --> 00:41:53,440 I had one condition, that I raised the boy myself. 403 00:41:54,920 --> 00:42:01,380 And they agreed with one condition of their own, which was that they be 404 00:42:01,380 --> 00:42:04,300 allowed to monitor him. 405 00:42:05,230 --> 00:42:12,050 as he grew, and then a hair sample and a blood 406 00:42:12,050 --> 00:42:17,290 sample, and that was it. 407 00:42:30,330 --> 00:42:34,210 You had an affair, Dad, and the girl got pregnant. 408 00:42:34,560 --> 00:42:36,620 And she had a baby, and here we are. 409 00:42:37,000 --> 00:42:38,540 That was just the cover story. 410 00:42:38,760 --> 00:42:40,760 I never had an affair. The cover story? 411 00:42:41,520 --> 00:42:46,200 Really? Dad, come on. You had an affair, and you were careless. Because 412 00:42:46,200 --> 00:42:50,400 otherwise, what you're telling us is that Andy is a... What? 413 00:42:50,740 --> 00:42:52,480 Really? The palingeneticist? 414 00:42:53,240 --> 00:42:54,240 What? 415 00:42:54,840 --> 00:42:57,740 Cloning. That's what we're talking about here, right? 416 00:42:58,220 --> 00:42:59,220 Cloning. 417 00:42:59,980 --> 00:43:01,260 I hate that word. 418 00:43:01,860 --> 00:43:02,860 Clone. 419 00:43:03,240 --> 00:43:05,900 What would you prefer? An autonomous reflection. 420 00:43:06,340 --> 00:43:07,700 Oh, yeah, that's much better. 421 00:43:11,860 --> 00:43:13,320 Richard, come on, help me out here. 422 00:43:13,820 --> 00:43:20,620 I mean... I... I mean, they don't know how to 423 00:43:20,620 --> 00:43:21,800 clone people yet, Dad. 424 00:43:22,380 --> 00:43:24,040 That's what they want you to believe. 425 00:43:26,500 --> 00:43:27,500 What? 426 00:43:30,100 --> 00:43:31,100 OK. 427 00:43:42,830 --> 00:43:46,770 I can't explain the science to you, but I can give you this. 428 00:44:17,640 --> 00:44:21,940 Is there a birth certificate in here? There's a birth certificate and an 429 00:44:21,940 --> 00:44:22,940 invoice. 430 00:44:25,800 --> 00:44:30,920 I mean, this looks pretty real. 12 Swedish crowns. At least it was cheap. 431 00:44:31,200 --> 00:44:36,400 Does Andy know? Does Andy know? Richard, are you... Andy must not know, and Andy 432 00:44:36,400 --> 00:44:41,480 can never know. And the only reason I'm telling you now is because when I'm 433 00:44:41,480 --> 00:44:45,820 gone, for you to give him some sense of who he is or... 434 00:44:46,830 --> 00:44:52,770 Who he was him meaning you I know in a manner of speaking. I know it's hard to 435 00:44:52,770 --> 00:44:58,210 believe no dad It's fucking impossible to believe But obviously you are 436 00:44:58,210 --> 00:45:02,070 Confused I mean, I'm I mean really confused. 437 00:45:02,350 --> 00:45:03,350 I'm not confused. 438 00:45:03,690 --> 00:45:08,870 Yes, you are Richard what is your problem? Tell him he's confused. 439 00:45:09,590 --> 00:45:14,930 I'm not confused Everything I'm saying is 440 00:45:16,270 --> 00:45:17,270 Absolutely true. 441 00:45:17,470 --> 00:45:21,590 OK, well, I'm sure you believe it 100%, but that doesn't make it true. 442 00:45:21,830 --> 00:45:26,290 Look, could I have said at that point, I have cloned myself? It would have been 443 00:45:26,290 --> 00:45:31,490 preposterous. Well, that 17-year-old kid out there, then, that's my dad. I know 444 00:45:31,490 --> 00:45:32,308 it's difficult. 445 00:45:32,310 --> 00:45:33,630 My father, the teenager. 446 00:45:34,530 --> 00:45:38,170 This is you spinning yourself off into one of your alternate worlds to say that 447 00:45:38,170 --> 00:45:39,170 Andy is a clone. 448 00:45:40,130 --> 00:45:41,330 But he is. 449 00:45:42,030 --> 00:45:43,030 Oh, my... 450 00:45:43,790 --> 00:45:50,670 Two and a half years later, Andy was born, without complications, to 451 00:45:50,670 --> 00:45:53,970 a surrogate in the Czech Republic. 452 00:45:57,690 --> 00:45:59,070 Aren't you going to say anything? 453 00:46:03,530 --> 00:46:07,070 There is... a resemblance. 454 00:46:07,410 --> 00:46:08,410 What? No! 455 00:46:08,720 --> 00:46:11,500 He is half the fucking size of him. You've seen the pictures of Dad when he 456 00:46:11,500 --> 00:46:12,319 was 17. 457 00:46:12,320 --> 00:46:17,340 The dire family straight, a late growth spurt. You were both the same. 458 00:46:17,680 --> 00:46:18,680 I'm sorry, 459 00:46:19,000 --> 00:46:21,420 Dad, but I can't hop into this particular narrative. Not now. 460 00:46:22,300 --> 00:46:25,400 I understand that you must be feeling very lonely and maybe harbour a desire 461 00:46:25,400 --> 00:46:28,540 to connect before it's too late. And I can appreciate that. I'm here to do 462 00:46:28,540 --> 00:46:29,540 that, if you want. 463 00:46:30,080 --> 00:46:31,680 But I can't pretend it's anything else. 464 00:46:38,250 --> 00:46:39,250 It's funny. 465 00:46:41,490 --> 00:46:44,330 You're speaking almost like an adult. 466 00:46:48,450 --> 00:46:53,430 And Richard is strangely considerate in his old age, no? 467 00:47:02,070 --> 00:47:03,810 If you don't believe me... 468 00:47:07,470 --> 00:47:08,470 You don't believe me. 469 00:47:10,590 --> 00:47:13,510 But Andy is a good kid. 470 00:47:15,070 --> 00:47:20,510 And I just hope you'll try to make him feel like he's not alone 471 00:47:20,510 --> 00:47:24,210 when all is said and done. 472 00:47:26,710 --> 00:47:28,850 Go, go, go, go, go, go. 473 00:47:52,200 --> 00:47:57,240 It's a lot for me to know. 474 00:48:12,440 --> 00:48:13,580 Good to see you, Dad. 475 00:48:22,320 --> 00:48:23,320 Thank you. 476 00:49:05,960 --> 00:49:07,560 This is the house. 477 00:49:08,640 --> 00:49:11,060 It's fucking old. 478 00:49:11,840 --> 00:49:15,840 Yeah, you've got my room there. That's your room? Your dad's room is actually 479 00:49:15,840 --> 00:49:16,839 up there. 480 00:49:16,840 --> 00:49:20,660 My dad's room? Yeah, yeah. Oh, okay. And then Jamie's room's here. 481 00:49:24,740 --> 00:49:26,640 Hi, Andy. This is Jeannie. 482 00:49:26,840 --> 00:49:30,200 There's a book launch party tomorrow night. I'm sure your dad will survive a 483 00:49:30,200 --> 00:49:32,440 Saturday without you. Bring some friends. It'll be fun. 484 00:49:33,360 --> 00:49:35,020 Emmett? Yeah? 485 00:49:36,200 --> 00:49:38,680 How do you feel about coming to a book launch? 486 00:49:38,880 --> 00:49:39,658 Book launch? 487 00:49:39,660 --> 00:49:40,660 Yeah. Yes. 488 00:49:40,800 --> 00:49:42,020 Intrigued? I am. 489 00:49:42,440 --> 00:49:48,260 Only if you promise to show me around New York. Yes. Deal. Okay. Book launch. 490 00:49:48,440 --> 00:49:50,400 Right. I'll text this girl and... Cool. 491 00:49:51,120 --> 00:49:54,240 This would be really nice with... With water. 492 00:49:54,540 --> 00:49:55,680 With more water, yeah. 493 00:50:05,420 --> 00:50:06,640 Those spare rooms? 494 00:50:07,000 --> 00:50:08,000 Oh, what? 495 00:50:08,640 --> 00:50:10,260 Do you need anything, Andy? 496 00:50:11,100 --> 00:50:13,020 Yeah, sorry. It's fine. 497 00:50:13,660 --> 00:50:15,680 Hi. Sorry, I didn't know that was here. 498 00:50:15,920 --> 00:50:19,060 Look, we're gonna go. Bye then. 499 00:50:26,460 --> 00:50:28,160 You can't possibly believe this. 500 00:50:30,400 --> 00:50:34,200 Just... I'm just saying that we, you know, we should... 501 00:50:34,510 --> 00:50:38,330 Look into it a bit more. Just some more... research. 502 00:50:39,490 --> 00:50:43,390 Look into the... the... Palin geneticists. 503 00:50:44,590 --> 00:50:48,310 Look, can we just not right now? Yeah, it's not the time or the place. 504 00:50:48,510 --> 00:50:50,770 How is this not the time or place? Please, can we stop? 505 00:50:51,290 --> 00:50:53,350 Can we just stop and talk about it later? 506 00:50:53,610 --> 00:50:56,790 When you're back in New York and I'm stuck here with my two dads. I'm just 507 00:50:56,790 --> 00:51:03,090 saying, right, we need time to properly digest it. Well, maybe you're more 508 00:51:03,090 --> 00:51:04,110 willing to soft-shoe this. 509 00:51:04,440 --> 00:51:07,220 You packed your bags and left the country when the whole divorce happened. 510 00:51:07,920 --> 00:51:10,520 But I remember, I remember the shock. 511 00:51:12,060 --> 00:51:15,580 Mum was catatonic for a year and we were devastated. 512 00:51:19,780 --> 00:51:23,060 All of a sudden you can talk to dad without screaming or punching things. 513 00:51:23,800 --> 00:51:25,160 There's no way you believe this shit. 514 00:51:25,680 --> 00:51:26,940 So why are you pretending? 515 00:51:30,580 --> 00:51:31,600 They do look similar. 516 00:51:37,290 --> 00:51:39,150 Is that mom's house? It is. 517 00:52:08,990 --> 00:52:09,990 Oh, Richard. 518 00:52:13,110 --> 00:52:14,110 Oh, love. 519 00:52:18,490 --> 00:52:21,790 Mum, I'm worried that Richard has either lost his mind entirely or is trying to 520 00:52:21,790 --> 00:52:23,430 manoeuvre in some way. Manoeuvre? 521 00:52:23,690 --> 00:52:27,150 Yeah, what's going on? Where's Emmett? Oh, he's stayed at Dad's. He's with, 522 00:52:27,210 --> 00:52:28,210 um... 523 00:52:44,430 --> 00:52:45,430 I'm sorry. 524 00:52:45,830 --> 00:52:47,050 Is what? What do you mean? 525 00:52:49,170 --> 00:52:54,750 What? He's saying... He's serious. He's saying that Andy is a clone of him. 526 00:52:57,870 --> 00:53:04,590 Oh, my God. No. 527 00:53:06,290 --> 00:53:07,290 What? 528 00:53:09,990 --> 00:53:11,270 A clone. 529 00:53:12,530 --> 00:53:13,530 The... 530 00:53:14,090 --> 00:53:16,950 I know, I know, I know what it is. 531 00:53:18,450 --> 00:53:22,470 So Dad's saying that he didn't have an affair. 532 00:53:23,610 --> 00:53:27,250 Oh, my God, no. Come on. What are you saying? He's lost it. 533 00:53:27,890 --> 00:53:30,130 He's got dementia or something. 534 00:53:30,650 --> 00:53:33,310 Whatever the technical term is for going right off the deep end. 535 00:53:33,570 --> 00:53:40,070 He's completely serious. He says that Andy is... ..his, um... ..his clone. 536 00:53:41,730 --> 00:53:42,730 Andy's Dad. 537 00:53:42,870 --> 00:53:44,720 No. He is dad. 538 00:53:44,980 --> 00:53:46,900 He's his daddy. I mean, he is dad. 539 00:53:47,840 --> 00:53:48,860 Oh, my God. 540 00:53:49,640 --> 00:53:56,380 There are these people, palingeneticists from Sweden. 541 00:53:56,780 --> 00:53:58,000 I don't know what it is. 542 00:53:58,480 --> 00:54:01,540 This is not... I know, Mum. Sorry, it's a lot. 543 00:54:01,980 --> 00:54:02,980 It is a lot. 544 00:54:03,620 --> 00:54:04,620 It's a lot. 545 00:54:08,800 --> 00:54:10,620 Let's talk about human clothing. 546 00:54:10,960 --> 00:54:15,510 Powerful elites who may already be... using clones to control the world and by 547 00:54:15,510 --> 00:54:21,170 extension you some scientists say they will have cloned a human baby his name 548 00:54:21,170 --> 00:54:27,230 is rael and he heads a wealthy religious sect and whose ambition is to clone a 549 00:54:27,230 --> 00:54:32,690 human being we plan to show the baby between 12 to 24 months 550 00:54:32,690 --> 00:54:39,290 clone human being 551 00:54:39,290 --> 00:54:42,030 everybody was laughing then we are laughing 552 00:54:42,890 --> 00:54:45,830 Dolly proved how relatively easy cloning is. 553 00:54:46,050 --> 00:54:50,830 Remove the DNA from an egg, then replace it with DNA from the skin cell and 554 00:54:50,830 --> 00:54:52,950 implant it into a surrogate mother. 555 00:54:53,150 --> 00:54:58,210 The result is an exact duplicate of the animal whose DNA was used. This looks 556 00:54:58,210 --> 00:54:59,210 pretty real. 557 00:55:01,670 --> 00:55:05,650 Thanks to cell cloning technology, we can help people with the following 558 00:55:05,650 --> 00:55:06,629 medical issues. 559 00:55:06,630 --> 00:55:08,810 That's how we do it. Take the egg. 560 00:55:09,910 --> 00:55:11,250 Take the nucleus. 561 00:55:27,500 --> 00:55:32,080 Yeah shit, it's my grandma's asking me what time I'll be there 562 00:55:32,080 --> 00:55:38,620 Grandma Isabel Isabel 563 00:55:38,620 --> 00:55:42,060 What she would she like? 564 00:55:43,320 --> 00:55:44,680 She's nice. 565 00:55:45,020 --> 00:55:47,480 She's a nice nice lady. 566 00:55:48,060 --> 00:55:52,380 She lives in a In a big house in London. Whoa 567 00:55:52,380 --> 00:55:57,560 There's a very Happy lady. 568 00:56:00,960 --> 00:56:01,939 Oh, shit. 569 00:56:01,940 --> 00:56:05,360 What? It's Jeannie. Oh, it's fucking Jeannie. 570 00:56:05,920 --> 00:56:07,600 I'm gonna... Should I go? 571 00:56:07,860 --> 00:56:09,920 I'm gonna head to Grandma's. I'll text you later. 572 00:56:10,600 --> 00:56:11,740 Um, okay. 573 00:56:13,540 --> 00:56:14,540 Andy! 574 00:56:16,480 --> 00:56:18,140 Um, hi, Jeannie. 575 00:56:18,460 --> 00:56:19,580 Hi, how are you? 576 00:56:20,940 --> 00:56:24,860 Fine. Did you, uh... Did you get my text? 577 00:56:32,700 --> 00:56:34,400 Great. Where is it? 578 00:56:34,840 --> 00:56:36,520 Oh, so it's at a place called The Pump. 579 00:56:36,840 --> 00:56:37,880 I'll text you the address. 580 00:56:38,800 --> 00:56:39,618 See you. 581 00:56:39,620 --> 00:56:40,620 See you tomorrow. 582 00:56:40,820 --> 00:56:41,920 Bye. Bye. 583 00:57:35,370 --> 00:57:36,690 What's for dinner? 584 00:57:37,970 --> 00:57:39,310 Mmm, that looks good. 585 00:57:43,730 --> 00:57:44,730 He's okay. 586 00:57:45,569 --> 00:57:48,290 He's pretty crazy. 587 00:57:48,770 --> 00:57:50,250 Uncle Jamie. 588 00:57:52,130 --> 00:57:53,130 Yeah, he's good. 589 00:57:53,910 --> 00:57:54,910 He's doing okay. 590 00:58:57,620 --> 00:58:58,620 One, 591 00:59:01,760 --> 00:59:03,160 two, three, one, two, three. Sound test. 592 00:59:03,480 --> 00:59:04,480 Sound test. 593 01:00:53,879 --> 01:00:55,400 Hello. Hello? 594 01:00:58,420 --> 01:01:00,720 Is there anybody in there? 595 01:01:03,560 --> 01:01:06,080 Sorry. Welcome back. 596 01:01:07,380 --> 01:01:08,720 You must be Andy. 597 01:01:09,040 --> 01:01:10,100 I must be. 598 01:01:12,220 --> 01:01:13,360 I'm Isabelle. 599 01:01:15,400 --> 01:01:17,920 Isabel, formerly Isabel Dyer. 600 01:01:18,420 --> 01:01:19,420 Oh. 601 01:01:20,180 --> 01:01:21,180 Hi. 602 01:01:21,740 --> 01:01:28,160 Um, it's really, really nice to meet you. I guess I've always been 603 01:01:28,160 --> 01:01:29,160 curious. 604 01:01:30,520 --> 01:01:32,640 This isn't my normal look. 605 01:01:32,860 --> 01:01:34,700 I'm going to a party tonight. 606 01:01:35,000 --> 01:01:36,000 You look nice. 607 01:01:36,180 --> 01:01:38,360 Imagine a shirt and a tie. 608 01:01:39,980 --> 01:01:40,980 Devastating, then. 609 01:01:45,710 --> 01:01:47,530 You've aged a lot better than my father. 610 01:01:48,830 --> 01:01:49,830 Oh. 611 01:01:51,410 --> 01:01:53,630 Oh, it's nice to meet you. 612 01:01:53,970 --> 01:01:55,290 But come in, please. 613 01:01:57,190 --> 01:01:58,190 So... 614 01:02:15,720 --> 01:02:19,220 I'm sorry. Oh, oh, no, no, I'm sorry. 615 01:02:19,540 --> 01:02:20,640 I'm sorry. 616 01:02:22,680 --> 01:02:26,260 I wasn't expecting this. 617 01:02:26,620 --> 01:02:33,120 No, no, of course, I can only imagine. I know the divorce was hard, and seeing me 618 01:02:33,120 --> 01:02:40,040 must be... No, it's not you. I promise, it's... I haven't been 619 01:02:40,040 --> 01:02:43,820 back here in a long, long time, and... 620 01:02:47,760 --> 01:02:48,760 I'm a little thrown. 621 01:02:49,680 --> 01:02:50,680 I'm sure. 622 01:02:56,560 --> 01:02:57,620 I'll get Dad. 623 01:03:20,170 --> 01:03:21,250 She's waiting outside. 624 01:03:21,470 --> 01:03:22,530 No, no, no. 625 01:03:22,790 --> 01:03:23,790 I can't. 626 01:03:30,970 --> 01:03:32,570 He'll be out in just a sec. 627 01:03:34,970 --> 01:03:41,170 I will warn you that he is really losing his grip, Mrs. Dyer. 628 01:03:42,030 --> 01:03:43,030 Platt, actually. 629 01:03:43,670 --> 01:03:45,750 Platt? Of course. Sorry. 630 01:03:49,520 --> 01:03:51,060 It was really nice to meet you. 631 01:03:54,760 --> 01:03:58,480 I hope I wasn't, um... No, no, no. It was nice to meet you too. 632 01:04:38,250 --> 01:04:39,250 Thank you. 633 01:05:19,600 --> 01:05:21,020 The boys talked to you. 634 01:05:22,080 --> 01:05:24,760 Why else do you think I'm here? 635 01:05:27,500 --> 01:05:28,600 They're worried. 636 01:05:29,380 --> 01:05:31,660 They think you're... I know what they think. 637 01:05:34,880 --> 01:05:37,440 Why didn't you tell me from the beginning? 638 01:05:39,100 --> 01:05:40,640 You believed me then. 639 01:05:42,260 --> 01:05:48,520 The sheet was what? Was 20 years ago? Longer than that. 640 01:05:49,200 --> 01:05:55,200 But humans, as far as I know, have not been cloned yet. 641 01:05:55,460 --> 01:05:58,320 Not many people do know they made sure of that. 642 01:05:59,800 --> 01:06:00,800 Who? 643 01:06:01,160 --> 01:06:03,200 The palingeneticists. 644 01:06:05,340 --> 01:06:09,620 All they need for Einstein is a strand of his hair. 645 01:06:10,400 --> 01:06:12,280 Mozart, Keats. 646 01:06:12,700 --> 01:06:17,980 In 10 or 20 years, the world will experience a new renaissance. 647 01:06:18,650 --> 01:06:19,850 A new enlightenment. 648 01:06:20,950 --> 01:06:24,250 I've even heard rumors of Shakespeare. 649 01:06:27,210 --> 01:06:29,650 The more you talk, the less I believe it. 650 01:06:30,010 --> 01:06:31,290 I'll shut up then. 651 01:06:34,630 --> 01:06:37,950 And yet, his smile. 652 01:06:39,130 --> 01:06:40,850 Yes, his smile. 653 01:06:42,430 --> 01:06:44,730 The way he stands and moves. 654 01:06:45,170 --> 01:06:47,190 Yeah, the standing and the moving. 655 01:06:51,280 --> 01:06:52,460 And the eyes. Ears. 656 01:06:54,980 --> 01:06:55,980 His. 657 01:06:57,860 --> 01:06:58,860 Me. 658 01:07:05,040 --> 01:07:06,040 Please, 659 01:07:07,580 --> 01:07:08,900 can I hold your hand? 660 01:07:21,080 --> 01:07:23,240 I've missed you so much. 661 01:07:27,960 --> 01:07:34,560 Why did you make us all believe that you'd had an affair? 662 01:07:35,000 --> 01:07:38,920 It was the only reasonable explanation. 663 01:07:39,320 --> 01:07:41,820 Oh, you were so cruel. 664 01:07:43,420 --> 01:07:44,760 I was devastated. 665 01:07:45,280 --> 01:07:46,980 Look at me. Look at me. 666 01:07:47,860 --> 01:07:49,200 When did you stop? 667 01:07:49,480 --> 01:07:54,980 Trusting me Because things could have been so different if you trusted me if 668 01:07:54,980 --> 01:07:59,880 I'd known I never would have done it I thought there'd be a bump maybe a hard 669 01:07:59,880 --> 01:08:06,600 bum and then we'd recover and then then we'd have this boy Already had boys. No, 670 01:08:06,720 --> 01:08:10,860 but we would have had this other boy and we could care for him together I had 671 01:08:10,860 --> 01:08:17,640 pure intentions at the time What what were those intentions what 672 01:08:17,640 --> 01:08:18,640 were they 673 01:08:19,350 --> 01:08:23,609 Well, maybe just to give myself a chance to be happy. 674 01:08:24,109 --> 01:08:31,090 I know, silly word, but I've been such a dreadful husband and a 675 01:08:31,090 --> 01:08:32,729 lousy father. 676 01:08:33,090 --> 01:08:39,729 But to see the possibility of what could have been, to get to see myself 677 01:08:39,729 --> 01:08:41,790 do better this time. 678 01:08:43,210 --> 01:08:45,210 He's a different person, Andrew. 679 01:08:46,210 --> 01:08:48,189 He is not you. 680 01:08:48,680 --> 01:08:49,680 I know. 681 01:09:07,020 --> 01:09:12,020 Would we have stayed together if Andy had never happened? 682 01:09:15,840 --> 01:09:16,840 Would we? 683 01:09:25,930 --> 01:09:27,350 Even if you were miserable? 684 01:09:29,450 --> 01:09:30,590 Yes, probably. 685 01:09:33,330 --> 01:09:35,990 I gave up my whole career just because you asked. 686 01:09:38,550 --> 01:09:40,950 I often wonder why I did that so easily. 687 01:09:43,550 --> 01:09:45,290 I loved you, I suppose. 688 01:09:47,670 --> 01:09:51,550 The past tense... ...stings. 689 01:09:52,750 --> 01:09:54,790 I always saw you as that boy. 690 01:09:56,520 --> 01:09:57,520 I know. 691 01:10:09,080 --> 01:10:16,060 I've spent years wondering why women like me give 692 01:10:16,060 --> 01:10:17,860 up their lives for men like you. 693 01:10:23,240 --> 01:10:24,940 It's called love. 694 01:10:27,150 --> 01:10:29,150 The extraordinary life adventure. 695 01:10:29,370 --> 01:10:31,470 The question is why some women resist. 696 01:10:34,230 --> 01:10:35,230 Jesus. 697 01:10:37,410 --> 01:10:41,790 What an incredible answer. 698 01:10:42,330 --> 01:10:45,410 What are you doing? 699 01:10:45,650 --> 01:10:46,710 Where are you going? 700 01:10:46,970 --> 01:10:48,310 Please don't, Andrew. 701 01:10:48,530 --> 01:10:50,370 Please stay a little longer. 702 01:10:50,670 --> 01:10:52,290 Don't. I have to go. Don't. 703 01:10:52,990 --> 01:10:57,770 This is not good for either of us. Well, Andy's a good boy. He's better than I 704 01:10:57,770 --> 01:10:58,770 am, much better. 705 01:10:59,150 --> 01:11:00,790 You'll check on him when I'm dead. 706 01:11:01,170 --> 01:11:04,810 You're not dying any time soon. Please, please stay. 707 01:11:05,250 --> 01:11:07,010 You look so lovely. 708 01:11:07,550 --> 01:11:12,270 The boys are... The boys are really worried about you. Oh. 709 01:11:15,010 --> 01:11:18,430 Oh. Is anyone... Is anyone taking care of you? 710 01:11:22,160 --> 01:11:23,800 There's nothing to take care of. 711 01:11:29,280 --> 01:11:32,800 Please don't fucking do this. 712 01:11:34,400 --> 01:11:37,940 I can't fucking do this! I can't fucking do this! 713 01:11:53,200 --> 01:11:54,200 I can't do this! 714 01:11:54,720 --> 01:11:56,480 Please! Please! 715 01:13:16,360 --> 01:13:17,620 Hey, want coffee? 716 01:13:19,400 --> 01:13:20,400 Mum? 717 01:13:21,260 --> 01:13:22,640 I've been to see your father. 718 01:13:25,740 --> 01:13:31,560 And... I'm afraid he's telling the truth. 719 01:13:32,820 --> 01:13:34,860 Mum, you can't be serious. 720 01:13:35,460 --> 01:13:37,360 This boy opened the door. 721 01:13:38,540 --> 01:13:40,920 He didn't have a shirt on, he had a suit on. 722 01:13:42,340 --> 01:13:43,740 It was a perfect fit. 723 01:13:45,520 --> 01:13:50,500 And he was... He was funny and sensitive and touch-bold. 724 01:13:52,640 --> 01:13:55,960 And that was the boy that I fell in love with and the boy that I married. 725 01:13:57,060 --> 01:13:58,720 And the boy that broke my heart. 726 01:13:59,840 --> 01:14:02,300 What? I know. I know how it sounds. 727 01:14:03,580 --> 01:14:10,580 You... You really believe him? Because, honestly, I... I was just humouring him. 728 01:14:10,660 --> 01:14:12,900 I didn't... I know. He is telling the truth. 729 01:14:21,200 --> 01:14:27,500 Because what I felt in front of him, I mean, what my body felt in front of him, 730 01:14:27,620 --> 01:14:34,360 it was like... It was as if all my 731 01:14:34,360 --> 01:14:40,060 senses were just loving him again. I mean, that boy, that Andrew from when we 732 01:14:40,060 --> 01:14:41,060 were young. 733 01:14:52,960 --> 01:14:57,840 I'm glad that Andrew has brought you together to 734 01:14:57,840 --> 01:15:01,920 meet Andy. 735 01:15:04,260 --> 01:15:10,920 And so we're supposed to just forget everything that he's ever done to us? 736 01:15:11,640 --> 01:15:13,540 Oh, Richard, look at you. 737 01:15:14,260 --> 01:15:16,820 Look where you are in your life. You've survived. 738 01:15:17,100 --> 01:15:18,100 A child. 739 01:15:18,190 --> 01:15:21,030 should not have to survive his own father. 740 01:15:21,270 --> 01:15:23,690 He encouraged you, didn't he? In his own way? 741 01:15:23,910 --> 01:15:25,690 He made me feel so fucking stupid! 742 01:15:26,150 --> 01:15:27,150 Richard, please! 743 01:15:27,850 --> 01:15:30,110 I still feel so fucking stupid! 744 01:15:50,220 --> 01:15:51,920 Shit, I've got... You have to go? 745 01:15:52,900 --> 01:15:53,900 Now. 746 01:15:56,340 --> 01:15:58,540 This is extraordinarily bad timing, Richard. 747 01:16:00,380 --> 01:16:03,760 I have... I have a meeting. 748 01:16:04,580 --> 01:16:05,580 Okay. 749 01:16:05,900 --> 01:16:10,860 No, that's okay, that's okay. Of course, you can't... You can't miss a meeting. 750 01:16:10,900 --> 01:16:11,900 Take the car. 751 01:16:12,760 --> 01:16:16,540 Thanks, Mum, but actually, it's not... It's not AA, it's, um... 752 01:16:18,830 --> 01:16:20,250 It's this screenplay I've written. 753 01:16:20,470 --> 01:16:22,750 It's, um... Really? 754 01:16:23,290 --> 01:16:24,590 This is the producer. 755 01:16:27,670 --> 01:16:29,410 It's him. I've got to... Fuck. 756 01:16:31,330 --> 01:16:32,330 Raina! Hey! 757 01:16:32,610 --> 01:16:34,210 How's my favourite producer? 758 01:17:42,120 --> 01:17:47,360 They agreed with one condition of their own, which was that they be allowed to 759 01:17:47,360 --> 01:17:49,400 monitor him as he grew. 760 01:17:59,480 --> 01:18:01,000 Hey, Jamie. 761 01:18:01,420 --> 01:18:06,740 Would you mind being my... ...sponsor tonight? 762 01:18:08,300 --> 01:18:10,340 I... I need your help. 763 01:18:10,650 --> 01:18:11,910 You're in recovery, man. 764 01:18:13,190 --> 01:18:14,190 Yeah. 765 01:18:14,470 --> 01:18:15,470 I'll be fine. 766 01:18:17,090 --> 01:18:18,090 Please. 767 01:18:19,870 --> 01:18:20,870 I love you. 768 01:18:23,530 --> 01:18:24,870 Please do this for me. 769 01:18:27,710 --> 01:18:28,710 Two minutes. 770 01:18:29,350 --> 01:18:30,590 Yes. Thank you. 771 01:18:34,750 --> 01:18:35,728 Go on. 772 01:18:35,730 --> 01:18:36,730 I'll meet you in the van. 773 01:18:44,970 --> 01:18:45,970 Hey! Rainer! 774 01:18:46,930 --> 01:18:47,930 What's happening? 775 01:18:48,730 --> 01:18:50,490 I'm not sure I totally understand. 776 01:18:51,150 --> 01:18:54,870 So Ryan is here, he's doing some, he's going to some book launch. 777 01:18:55,130 --> 01:18:56,310 He wants to meet you. 778 01:18:56,650 --> 01:18:58,330 So come on, we take a ride, yeah? 779 01:18:59,550 --> 01:19:03,250 Yeah? Come on, let's go. My brother Jamie wants to come with us. Okay. 780 01:19:34,030 --> 01:19:35,030 Andy? 781 01:19:39,810 --> 01:19:40,810 Andy? 782 01:19:41,010 --> 01:19:42,010 Andy! 783 01:19:44,590 --> 01:19:45,590 Andy! 784 01:19:45,990 --> 01:19:46,990 Andy! 785 01:19:48,850 --> 01:19:49,850 Gene, 786 01:19:53,030 --> 01:19:54,030 what is this? 787 01:19:54,130 --> 01:19:57,130 Shh, we have to be quiet. This is the author. He's reading. Sorry. Yeah. 788 01:19:59,670 --> 01:20:01,910 He's doing like a little excerpt of the poem. 789 01:20:02,470 --> 01:20:05,550 Right. However school has a soul. 790 01:20:10,010 --> 01:20:11,370 Have 791 01:20:11,370 --> 01:20:19,670 another. 792 01:20:31,720 --> 01:20:33,580 The author was a mechanic. 793 01:20:33,800 --> 01:20:36,920 He was always surrounded by cogs. 794 01:20:37,220 --> 01:20:41,580 He basically always felt like a cog in a machine. 795 01:20:41,820 --> 01:20:45,680 So that's why it's called The Soul of a Cog. The Soul of a Cog. It makes sense. 796 01:20:45,820 --> 01:20:46,820 Yeah. Right? 797 01:20:46,840 --> 01:20:47,840 Yeah. Totally. 798 01:20:47,880 --> 01:20:50,540 It's a good title. So is this the first ever? 799 01:20:50,760 --> 01:20:53,580 First one. First one, yeah. Really? First book launch ever. 800 01:20:53,820 --> 01:20:54,820 Where is your accent from? 801 01:20:55,040 --> 01:20:57,620 I'm from New York. Oh, New York. New York City. 802 01:20:57,920 --> 01:20:59,900 Awesome. So when did you get over here? 803 01:21:01,570 --> 01:21:03,410 A couple of days ago. Oh, wow. 804 01:21:03,710 --> 01:21:06,170 So not long. How are you finding it? 805 01:21:07,030 --> 01:21:07,929 It's nice. 806 01:21:07,930 --> 01:21:10,350 It's very nice. This is my first time in London. 807 01:21:11,750 --> 01:21:16,870 Has Andy been showing you around? Oh, Alice, please let me introduce you to A 808 01:21:16,870 --> 01:21:19,270 .M. Dyer's son, Andy, and his nephew. 809 01:21:19,830 --> 01:21:22,930 You look exactly like him. 810 01:21:23,210 --> 01:21:24,210 Thank you. 811 01:21:25,900 --> 01:21:30,260 I met your father at the train station. I was waiting for a train, and he was 812 01:21:30,260 --> 01:21:34,740 wearing this most amazing, amazing sweater. It was exactly the color of his 813 01:21:34,740 --> 01:21:36,380 eyes. You have the exact color. 814 01:21:36,620 --> 01:21:41,000 So, Rose, we're going to a big book launch for the mechanic-turned-drug 815 01:21:41,000 --> 01:21:42,420 -dealer-turned-literary sensation. 816 01:21:44,720 --> 01:21:47,240 We are such huge fans of your dad. 817 01:21:47,860 --> 01:21:48,719 Are you? 818 01:21:48,720 --> 01:21:49,720 Yeah. 819 01:21:50,780 --> 01:21:51,639 We on? 820 01:21:51,640 --> 01:21:53,000 Oh, Richard's gonna fix that. 821 01:21:54,060 --> 01:21:55,060 Is he? 822 01:21:55,350 --> 01:21:57,410 Yeah, we're doing a movie of Saturn Salute. 823 01:21:58,750 --> 01:21:59,750 Are you? 824 01:22:03,410 --> 01:22:04,410 Of course you are. 825 01:22:04,810 --> 01:22:06,870 It's going to win every fucking award in the world, man. 826 01:22:08,330 --> 01:22:09,970 Hey, you know what I thought? 827 01:22:10,930 --> 01:22:13,690 I thought maybe we should just go see your dad. 828 01:22:15,190 --> 01:22:21,070 Look, I'm working on him, but I still don't have a solid answer about Saturn 829 01:22:21,070 --> 01:22:23,150 Salute. I said I'd get you a meeting. 830 01:22:23,760 --> 01:22:29,600 And I'm still trying to sway my dad. It's not easy. You know, he's like... 831 01:22:29,600 --> 01:22:33,760 Where is he? 832 01:22:34,140 --> 01:22:37,800 I'm worried he's going to find out. Find out what? I'm worried the boys are going 833 01:22:37,800 --> 01:22:39,200 to tell him what I should tell him. 834 01:22:39,600 --> 01:22:45,440 He's with Emmett. They went to a book launch. A book launch? What the fuck's 835 01:22:45,440 --> 01:22:50,500 sake? Why would he even do that? A book launch? We can't let him fall into that 836 01:22:50,500 --> 01:22:51,500 fucking world. 837 01:22:51,980 --> 01:22:52,980 Fuck's sake! 838 01:22:56,050 --> 01:22:57,050 Andrew, wait. 839 01:22:57,590 --> 01:23:00,110 What do you mean by everything? I mean everything, everything. 840 01:23:00,370 --> 01:23:01,570 No, no, no. 841 01:23:02,110 --> 01:23:08,970 I think you should not... Don't do it, Andrew. 842 01:23:14,030 --> 01:23:19,370 Look at this. 843 01:23:25,350 --> 01:23:26,350 Let's get us a drink. 844 01:23:26,710 --> 01:23:27,710 You live somewhere? 845 01:23:27,930 --> 01:23:31,930 I'm gonna get a water. 846 01:23:32,630 --> 01:23:33,630 Water? 847 01:23:36,490 --> 01:23:38,970 What is with the Saturn salute, Matt? It's a scotch. Thanks. 848 01:23:39,350 --> 01:23:40,550 Actually mate, I have a scotch. 849 01:23:41,130 --> 01:23:42,130 A scotch? 850 01:23:42,730 --> 01:23:43,730 Why not? 851 01:23:44,470 --> 01:23:47,110 Here's to, uh, Saturn's salute. 852 01:23:48,230 --> 01:23:49,230 To Saturn's salute. 853 01:23:50,050 --> 01:23:51,530 So Richard, get in this movie, mate. 854 01:23:55,080 --> 01:23:56,220 Fuck, I hate scotch. 855 01:23:56,700 --> 01:23:58,980 You know, I think I need to talk to my brother alone. 856 01:24:10,820 --> 01:24:15,700 He's reading my script, but he wants to talk to Dad, and I just, I don't know 857 01:24:15,700 --> 01:24:16,459 what to do. 858 01:24:16,460 --> 01:24:19,020 He really wants to talk to Dad. No, no, wouldn't you tell me what is happening 859 01:24:19,020 --> 01:24:20,620 with all this Saturn salute business? Hey! 860 01:24:21,220 --> 01:24:22,220 Brother! 861 01:24:22,820 --> 01:24:24,060 Rose! Hey Andy. 862 01:24:24,340 --> 01:24:26,480 Friends, how are we? How are you doing? 863 01:24:27,480 --> 01:24:29,160 Great. How are you? 864 01:24:29,480 --> 01:24:32,440 I mean, how are you? How are you finding life? 865 01:24:33,720 --> 01:24:39,280 Whoa, buddy. Listen, we should hang out. We should really get to know each other. 866 01:24:40,080 --> 01:24:41,080 I'm around. 867 01:24:46,480 --> 01:24:48,480 Put it away, please. 868 01:24:48,960 --> 01:24:52,640 I told it, they know everything now, and I have told them. 869 01:24:53,220 --> 01:24:54,780 So they would tell Andy. 870 01:24:55,300 --> 01:24:56,300 Hey! 871 01:24:57,720 --> 01:24:59,160 I found you. 872 01:24:59,840 --> 01:25:01,300 I found you. Yeah. 873 01:25:01,520 --> 01:25:02,499 How are you? 874 01:25:02,500 --> 01:25:03,880 I'm good, I'm good. You're okay? 875 01:25:04,100 --> 01:25:05,540 Yeah, yeah, yeah, I'm good. I'm good. 876 01:25:05,800 --> 01:25:07,000 Dancing. Yeah. 877 01:25:07,980 --> 01:25:08,980 Dancing. 878 01:25:09,600 --> 01:25:10,660 I'll be back, I'll be back. 879 01:25:11,080 --> 01:25:13,360 Okay. I'm going to go find Jeannie, okay? 880 01:25:13,560 --> 01:25:14,880 Throw up or something, okay? 881 01:25:15,200 --> 01:25:17,040 No, that wasn't... Emmett! 882 01:25:40,490 --> 01:25:41,490 And then we'll talk. 883 01:26:02,220 --> 01:26:04,920 It is such a pleasure to meet you in person. 884 01:26:05,180 --> 01:26:09,420 I'd like to introduce you to Ryan Hark, the big star. He's right here, and he's 885 01:26:09,420 --> 01:26:13,480 your greatest fan. He loves your novel, and we are so stoked to be turning 886 01:26:13,480 --> 01:26:15,940 Saturn Salute into a movie. 887 01:26:16,160 --> 01:26:19,640 With your permission, of course, sir. I'm with Richard writing the screenplay, 888 01:26:19,700 --> 01:26:23,680 and we will produce the most beautiful book adaptation ever seen. Now, what are 889 01:26:23,680 --> 01:26:26,180 you doing here? I'm gonna go find him. I'm gonna bring him to you. Wait there. 890 01:26:26,260 --> 01:26:27,760 Wait there. I'm gonna bring him right here. 891 01:26:28,300 --> 01:26:29,300 No, Dad. 892 01:26:29,340 --> 01:26:30,620 No, listen. It's not... 893 01:26:33,370 --> 01:26:35,910 Listen to it 894 01:26:35,910 --> 01:26:41,150 Such 895 01:26:41,150 --> 01:26:47,610 a pleasure to happy here. We weren't expecting you to be here. I uh, I'm 896 01:26:47,610 --> 01:26:52,110 Jeannie. I'm sorry I I technically I work for you, but I don't I don't work 897 01:26:52,110 --> 01:26:55,710 for you, right? I actually work for your agent bike. Yeah, I need to find Andy 898 01:26:55,710 --> 01:26:56,710 Andy. 899 01:26:58,550 --> 01:27:03,320 Yeah I'm so sorry. Andy, Andy, Andy. You must come with me. I have something I 900 01:27:03,320 --> 01:27:04,320 have to tell you. No. 901 01:27:04,660 --> 01:27:09,580 Yes, yes, yes. No, no, no, no. You can't be here. You can't be here. No, leave me 902 01:27:09,580 --> 01:27:10,800 alone. Leave me alone. 903 01:27:11,300 --> 01:27:15,920 Dad, stop. You better leave me alone. No, you stop, Andy. You must listen to 904 01:27:15,920 --> 01:27:17,040 this. Come here. 905 01:27:17,400 --> 01:27:21,820 You have to know, I want you to be a different person, different to me. I 906 01:27:21,820 --> 01:27:25,520 want you to be the absolute opposite of me. You're fucking embarrassing me and 907 01:27:25,520 --> 01:27:29,680 you have nothing to worry about because I'm nothing like you. No, that's what 908 01:27:29,680 --> 01:27:34,800 I'm saying. You're exactly like me. You are me and I am you. Listen to me, I'm 909 01:27:34,800 --> 01:27:38,730 done. I'm going to apply to colleges in New York. No. And I'm going to move out. 910 01:27:38,770 --> 01:27:40,710 No. And I'm done with you. No, no. 911 01:27:40,970 --> 01:27:42,250 I don't have anything to do with you anymore. 912 01:27:42,570 --> 01:27:43,990 You can't leave me, Andy. 913 01:27:44,210 --> 01:27:48,070 You can't. It's not fair. I will die. Leave me alone. Leave me alone. Please 914 01:27:48,070 --> 01:27:50,730 listen. Leave me alone. Shut the fuck up. 915 01:27:52,470 --> 01:27:54,270 I'm fucking done with you. 916 01:27:56,370 --> 01:27:57,490 Leave me alone. 917 01:28:00,190 --> 01:28:02,390 I'm going to take him home. 918 01:28:04,810 --> 01:28:05,810 You're my dad. 919 01:29:04,110 --> 01:29:04,909 Watch out. 920 01:29:04,910 --> 01:29:06,630 Watch out, Jamie. 921 01:29:07,230 --> 01:29:08,490 Ow. Okay. 922 01:29:09,210 --> 01:29:11,570 All right. Good. That's good, Dad. All right. 923 01:29:12,050 --> 01:29:13,310 That's good. Get it out. 924 01:29:14,910 --> 01:29:15,910 Here we go. 925 01:29:17,730 --> 01:29:18,589 You're fine? 926 01:29:18,590 --> 01:29:19,590 Yeah. 927 01:29:25,410 --> 01:29:29,130 There we go. 928 01:29:29,590 --> 01:29:30,590 There we go. 929 01:29:43,349 --> 01:29:44,349 Dad, 930 01:29:45,730 --> 01:29:47,270 does Andy sleep in your room? 931 01:29:47,530 --> 01:29:48,530 No, no, no! 932 01:29:48,950 --> 01:29:51,990 I don't sleep there! 933 01:29:52,450 --> 01:29:56,930 That's not since your mother... Since your mother left. 934 01:29:58,510 --> 01:29:59,790 It's Andy's room. 935 01:30:00,110 --> 01:30:01,250 I'll go get some water. 936 01:30:37,130 --> 01:30:38,130 What the fuck? 937 01:30:41,830 --> 01:30:45,290 Can you just fucking stop that, Jamie? 938 01:31:14,460 --> 01:31:15,460 Mindy. 939 01:31:16,560 --> 01:31:18,680 Hey, man. 940 01:31:19,140 --> 01:31:20,980 So here you are. Here I am. 941 01:31:21,640 --> 01:31:22,640 What do you mean? 942 01:31:22,880 --> 01:31:25,120 You know, I just thought you were into, like, genies or something. 943 01:31:25,400 --> 01:31:26,400 Oh. 944 01:31:26,860 --> 01:31:28,400 Uh, no. 945 01:31:29,700 --> 01:31:33,280 Genie's not into boys, and I'm not into girls. 946 01:31:34,640 --> 01:31:35,640 Emmett. 947 01:31:35,840 --> 01:31:38,520 Yeah? You know what the time is. 948 01:31:39,160 --> 01:31:40,440 Sorry, we've just got to... 949 01:31:44,230 --> 01:31:46,950 Do you want to come in, man? 950 01:31:48,890 --> 01:31:49,890 Come in. 951 01:33:32,970 --> 01:33:34,910 Dad. Whoa, what are you doing here? 952 01:33:35,910 --> 01:33:37,130 I thought you'd fallen asleep. 953 01:33:37,590 --> 01:33:39,610 See, I thought you'd creep into my study. 954 01:33:39,890 --> 01:33:41,190 You seem to be feeling better. 955 01:33:41,590 --> 01:33:44,110 Some patronized me. I won't have that from you. 956 01:33:44,850 --> 01:33:46,990 Patronized? Dad, you were in pretty bad shape. 957 01:33:47,470 --> 01:33:49,410 Well, as you can see, I'm fine. 958 01:33:50,430 --> 01:33:51,470 Where are my drugs? 959 01:33:52,170 --> 01:33:54,570 Look, I was worried about you. The house is a mess. 960 01:33:55,610 --> 01:33:59,630 Yeah, well, you can go home, my prodigal son. I thank you for your concern. 961 01:34:00,410 --> 01:34:01,570 I'm hardly prodigal. 962 01:34:02,080 --> 01:34:06,220 Don't be so literal. Then return to your hoeing, my bitter eldest. 963 01:34:07,000 --> 01:34:09,980 Look, I just wanted to make sure you were okay. 964 01:34:10,280 --> 01:34:12,560 Since when did you become so straight and sincere? 965 01:34:13,160 --> 01:34:15,300 I can't find my fucking drugs! 966 01:34:21,900 --> 01:34:23,160 Have you heard from Andy? 967 01:34:24,920 --> 01:34:27,180 I mean, I hope he's still with Emmett. 968 01:34:34,440 --> 01:34:36,120 I don't think I'll ever escape him. 969 01:34:37,000 --> 01:34:38,340 I know the feeling. 970 01:34:42,800 --> 01:34:44,640 I feel like I was a mistake. 971 01:34:49,260 --> 01:34:51,540 A fairly massive mistake, actually. 972 01:34:58,040 --> 01:35:02,860 I don't think you realise how truly important you are to him. 973 01:35:12,840 --> 01:35:15,460 I'm connected to you and I can't explain it. 974 01:35:28,540 --> 01:35:35,320 You know, when you were struggling, I used to have these daydreams of you. 975 01:35:38,980 --> 01:35:40,140 Overdosed and dead. 976 01:35:44,639 --> 01:35:51,020 somewhere. But I was glad because I could finally 977 01:35:51,020 --> 01:35:55,220 love you without complication. 978 01:35:56,440 --> 01:36:03,060 I could mourn you for the rest of my life without guilt. 979 01:36:03,600 --> 01:36:04,880 Isn't it insane? 980 01:36:06,540 --> 01:36:10,380 I could only be a good father to a dead son. 981 01:36:12,270 --> 01:36:13,810 But you never did die. 982 01:36:15,770 --> 01:36:17,270 Sorry to disappoint. 983 01:36:20,950 --> 01:36:25,230 There were times when I wish I had. 984 01:36:34,290 --> 01:36:40,910 I hear you and I appreciate the honesty. 985 01:36:41,280 --> 01:36:42,700 It's no validation. 986 01:36:42,940 --> 01:36:44,760 We're not in therapy now. 987 01:36:45,340 --> 01:36:50,460 I just... I just mean I can relate to that fear of everything. 988 01:36:50,780 --> 01:36:55,320 I... I know that feeling. 989 01:36:55,740 --> 01:37:02,200 Maybe I didn't appreciate what you and Mum went through with me and my problem. 990 01:37:29,640 --> 01:37:30,920 Do you believe me? 991 01:37:32,260 --> 01:37:33,680 I do believe you. 992 01:37:35,220 --> 01:37:37,320 You think I'm telling the truth? 993 01:37:39,640 --> 01:37:40,640 Yeah. 994 01:37:45,340 --> 01:37:46,340 Bullshit. 995 01:37:47,120 --> 01:37:53,660 I think you're just humoring me. I think you think I'm lost, I'm a 996 01:37:53,660 --> 01:37:55,500 goner in another world. 997 01:37:55,980 --> 01:37:57,420 I want to believe you. 998 01:37:57,680 --> 01:37:59,640 It's not the same as believing me. 999 01:38:00,080 --> 01:38:03,160 And all this angling and flattery. 1000 01:38:04,920 --> 01:38:11,140 I remember the lunatic at the party, all that film, all that film shit. 1001 01:38:11,880 --> 01:38:15,900 Tell me I'm wrong. Tell me your intentions are pure. 1002 01:38:17,000 --> 01:38:20,280 Surely you can do something of your own without me. 1003 01:38:22,560 --> 01:38:24,100 Am I a cherished thing? 1004 01:38:25,340 --> 01:38:26,340 What? 1005 01:38:27,470 --> 01:38:31,170 Am I a cherished thing? 1006 01:38:32,290 --> 01:38:33,890 Are you quoting me? 1007 01:38:34,110 --> 01:38:36,130 I believe I'm quoting myself. 1008 01:38:36,670 --> 01:38:39,390 How very grand of you. 1009 01:38:39,930 --> 01:38:41,770 You took it from my journal. 1010 01:38:48,590 --> 01:38:50,830 I don't know what you're talking about. 1011 01:38:51,150 --> 01:38:52,810 You stole my journals. 1012 01:38:53,470 --> 01:38:55,010 And you quoted me. 1013 01:38:56,320 --> 01:39:02,620 word for word for a novel that later became 1014 01:39:02,620 --> 01:39:06,720 a smash-selling big hit. 1015 01:39:07,340 --> 01:39:11,140 I was probably just trying to get a sense of the voice of an adolescent. 1016 01:39:11,480 --> 01:39:12,480 You should be flattered. 1017 01:39:12,560 --> 01:39:15,220 It's plagiarism. It's authenticity. 1018 01:39:15,900 --> 01:39:19,980 And believe it or not, Richard, exactly that kind of authenticity was what I was 1019 01:39:19,980 --> 01:39:20,980 famous for. 1020 01:39:21,160 --> 01:39:22,360 You're not even fucking sorry! 1021 01:39:22,620 --> 01:39:24,120 What do you want from me, Richard? 1022 01:39:25,900 --> 01:39:27,240 You want to be a writer? 1023 01:39:27,460 --> 01:39:32,180 It's not my burden, it's yours. I have more respect for you as a fucking 1024 01:39:32,180 --> 01:39:35,420 addict. At least it was your own fucking thing. 1025 01:39:37,540 --> 01:39:43,160 All the endless monologues about you being a shitty father, and I have the 1026 01:39:43,160 --> 01:39:47,720 distinct feeling it's just the same self-indulgence. 1027 01:39:49,300 --> 01:39:53,580 And now you're going to play that role, and we have to sit around and just 1028 01:39:53,580 --> 01:39:54,580 listen. 1029 01:39:54,650 --> 01:40:00,350 You don't know how it was to stand outside this office and wonder what your 1030 01:40:00,350 --> 01:40:04,610 father's real life was like, the one he actually cared about. I've already told 1031 01:40:04,610 --> 01:40:07,590 you what an awful person I am. It shouldn't come as any surprise. 1032 01:40:09,050 --> 01:40:13,530 How is it that you can never apologise for anything? 1033 01:40:15,050 --> 01:40:20,210 Do you have any idea how far from an actual human being you are? 1034 01:40:20,570 --> 01:40:24,650 Do you have any...? Any idea what you've done to your kid? 1035 01:40:34,270 --> 01:40:38,650 I think it pains you to think how much like your father you are. 1036 01:40:38,890 --> 01:40:42,270 You see how he hurts people and you think that's how you'll be. 1037 01:40:44,830 --> 01:40:48,870 Dad wanted to tell me something at the party but he couldn't. Well he didn't. 1038 01:40:49,450 --> 01:40:52,810 Couldn't bring himself to or didn't? He was cut off. 1039 01:40:55,770 --> 01:41:02,470 But when he was your age, he looked like you. He could count his good friends on 1040 01:41:02,470 --> 01:41:03,470 one hand. 1041 01:41:04,390 --> 01:41:07,010 And at your age, he could do anything and be anyone. 1042 01:41:07,650 --> 01:41:11,550 An infinite amount of permutations lay in front of him. It was the same amount 1043 01:41:11,550 --> 01:41:12,550 that lie in front of you. 1044 01:41:20,170 --> 01:41:21,550 But he changed, right? 1045 01:41:22,530 --> 01:41:23,610 Price of success. 1046 01:41:25,590 --> 01:41:28,770 One day, he couldn't leave the house. 1047 01:41:29,170 --> 01:41:33,970 And before we knew it, he didn't want to leave. And he became more and more 1048 01:41:33,970 --> 01:41:37,650 insular and isolated. 1049 01:41:40,310 --> 01:41:44,870 But Andy, you don't have to go in that direction. 1050 01:41:45,390 --> 01:41:47,670 You can go any way you want. 1051 01:41:50,410 --> 01:41:51,670 That's the beauty of autonomy. 1052 01:41:52,030 --> 01:41:53,390 You choose. 1053 01:41:54,910 --> 01:41:56,170 Because you can leave. 1054 01:41:57,010 --> 01:41:58,450 You're a grown-up now. 1055 01:41:59,490 --> 01:42:00,490 Look at you. 1056 01:42:01,930 --> 01:42:02,930 Look, 1057 01:42:07,370 --> 01:42:08,370 I like Andy. 1058 01:42:08,870 --> 01:42:14,330 I like the idea that that's you. 1059 01:42:15,130 --> 01:42:19,030 Before whatever happened, happened. 1060 01:42:20,330 --> 01:42:23,610 To you, to all of us. 1061 01:42:26,650 --> 01:42:28,990 You don't have to worry about him being alone. 1062 01:42:30,510 --> 01:42:32,110 You'll make sure he's okay. 1063 01:42:36,590 --> 01:42:38,490 In whatever way he needs. 1064 01:42:38,910 --> 01:42:39,910 Yeah, sure. 1065 01:42:44,070 --> 01:42:46,010 Look, I'm gonna go back to Mum's now. 1066 01:42:51,469 --> 01:42:57,130 Regardless of everything, Dad, I'm... I'm glad I came back. 1067 01:43:04,870 --> 01:43:06,030 Regardless of what? 1068 01:43:07,670 --> 01:43:10,150 Regardless of your fucking insanity. 1069 01:43:12,430 --> 01:43:14,230 Finally a straight answer. 1070 01:43:14,570 --> 01:43:17,150 Yeah. At least I got one right. 1071 01:43:29,070 --> 01:43:33,130 I guess this is so long then. 1072 01:46:38,830 --> 01:46:42,370 Tem paz conmigo mi dolor 1073 01:46:42,370 --> 01:46:48,390 Memoria 1074 01:46:48,390 --> 01:46:51,970 cada vez es igual 1075 01:46:51,970 --> 01:46:58,730 No en vano busco 1076 01:46:58,730 --> 01:47:02,270 mi cause No 1077 01:47:02,270 --> 01:47:08,440 en vano busco Oh, my God. 1078 01:47:40,200 --> 01:47:45,920 or a brief moment like a flash 1079 01:48:36,460 --> 01:48:38,100 Who knows? 1080 01:49:04,560 --> 01:49:09,980 The letter came today from him, from my eldest. 1081 01:49:11,640 --> 01:49:18,440 I didn't open it right away, left it on the desk, stared at it 1082 01:49:18,440 --> 01:49:19,600 for a while. 1083 01:49:21,480 --> 01:49:25,640 I already knew, knew what it would say. 1084 01:49:26,160 --> 01:49:30,760 Doing well, happy, won't be back for Christmas. 1085 01:49:33,930 --> 01:49:36,950 The youngest, he still calls me Papa. 1086 01:49:38,430 --> 01:49:40,630 He doesn't know any better. 1087 01:49:41,470 --> 01:49:44,390 He doesn't know what I am. 1088 01:49:45,850 --> 01:49:49,910 Tell me a story, he says, every night. 1089 01:49:51,090 --> 01:49:56,230 Every night I say the same thing. 1090 01:49:57,910 --> 01:49:58,910 Tomorrow. 1091 01:50:06,120 --> 01:50:07,580 the son of the middle. 1092 01:50:08,080 --> 01:50:12,040 He doesn't knock, doesn't ask. 1093 01:50:13,460 --> 01:50:20,120 Warm at first, then cold, then 1094 01:50:20,120 --> 01:50:21,580 gone. 1095 01:50:25,540 --> 01:50:30,320 The eldest used to sit beside me when he was little, 1096 01:50:30,420 --> 01:50:34,260 before I broke him. 1097 01:50:35,630 --> 01:50:40,250 He asked questions, too many questions. 1098 01:50:41,130 --> 01:50:46,470 I answered sometimes, until I didn't. 1099 01:50:48,090 --> 01:50:54,950 The fire doesn't burn anymore, not in 1100 01:50:54,950 --> 01:50:58,490 the hearth, not in me. 1101 01:51:03,180 --> 01:51:04,920 I tried to write tonight. 1102 01:51:06,180 --> 01:51:10,240 Once there was a man who built a house of words. 1103 01:51:10,800 --> 01:51:11,800 No. 1104 01:51:14,740 --> 01:51:19,020 Once there was a father who couldn't love enough. 1105 01:51:20,300 --> 01:51:21,300 No. 1106 01:51:24,020 --> 01:51:30,860 Once there was a fire and it burned everything he loved. 1107 01:51:33,680 --> 01:51:39,600 In the morning, the house was empty and quiet, 1108 01:51:39,940 --> 01:51:41,820 too quiet. 1109 01:51:53,700 --> 01:51:57,860 I called for them, no answers. 1110 01:52:00,780 --> 01:52:05,900 I'm back in the study now. I pick up the pen. 1111 01:52:06,140 --> 01:52:08,420 Write a single line. 1112 01:52:08,960 --> 01:52:11,360 Tomorrow never comes. 1113 01:52:13,080 --> 01:52:14,320 And I stop. 1114 01:52:17,420 --> 01:52:20,220 I found it that night.